Truely, I feel that I've been blessed for
upteen times, but I just don't really feel it so much .
Haha , that's one of my flaws I guess . But God is trying to help me realise that one step at a time :D . Even though I am guilty of not coming to church for a few times nowadays, and I prayed for forgiveness that I didn't make it, He gave mercy to me . That's just way too sweet .
One blessing at a time; Those never-ending revelations . Now more than ever, I wish for Him to guide me in everything I do. And I know He's listening . <3 .
Oh well . Once a kid, always a kid .
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAA .
TIME to get crazy .
wootwootwootwootwootwootwootwootwootwootwootwootwootwootwootwootwootwoot .
meowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeow .
OOOOO guess wad ? :D .
MATTHEW HELPED ME PASS MY BIO .YESSS . very little reaction came from my parents tho T3T . they just shove it off... i tink . oh well . BLEHH . hmph . weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
tnx :D .
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 at Tuesday, April 22, 2008
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the horror of ugly .
THE HORROR . the horror . the horror .
it's just irritating . i swear . i hear ugly words . i feel ugly with them around . i see ugly when i see them .
it's not the dictionary type of ugly . it's MY type of ugly :D . guess guess guess . that's my school life . but either way x)) . since i randomly thought about ugly , i searched out a poem . hohoho .
Ugly Couple
Mister Horrible Head and Miss Ugliness Face
are the ugliest couple alive.
Yes indeed they're so ugly that people run screaming
whenever they see them arrive.
You might say they're misshapen, repulsive and vile,
or cadaverous, gruesome and gross.
Maybe hideous, grisly, repellent and shocking,
disgusting, unpleasant, morose.
You can call them unsightly, or horrid or scary,
or monstrous or frightful or bad.
You can call them whatever you like, but to me
they will always be called "Mom and Dad."
sweet right ? D: . fuzzy feelings coming out . bahh . im still having happy times right now :3 .
.... we can have a sleepover right about now .
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 at Wednesday, April 16, 2008
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AAHHHHHH long pte ltd .
MOVIES MOVIES AND MORE MOVIEESSS <33you have just got to love them. Sometimes they bring you to lala land .
GO WATCH CLOVERFIELD . I GURANTEE IT'S AWESOME . Even though it's not showing anymore, just go buy the disc .don't come complaining to me that I recommended you though . ;Phmm , ah long pte ltd was funny xD . don't believe those people when they say it's not nice . their minds aren't mature enough ;x LOL .
but that doesn't really mean I'm mature too :D but i know mature jokes pretty well .
g-greatly influenced by my one-week job attachment from school .
Daddy has been protecting and helping me in various ways nowadays . And I'm grateful for that . I really needed time ever since I dropped my a math and joined art >_<'' He postponed our church chorale practice just a few hours before it . Wen Xin reported sick .
LOL . I have no idea whether I should rejoice or not . xDD . Well, it's alright . Brothers and Sisters go through hardships together .
At the next chorale practice , Wen Xin spread her cough to me . And some others . And we all fell sick . Unity of sickness .
<3 .
OK, I'M LOSING MY TIME . i still have 16 more drawings to draw DD: .
my art teacher is a devil . trust me on this .
CYAA ALL <333 .
Monday, February 11, 2008 at Monday, February 11, 2008
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lets get serious .
yepp . lets get serious . wad happened nwadays ?
well .. I HAD SLEEPOVER 2 TIMES IN A ROW . ;D . every sat . i mean .
the 1st one christopher, yuki, ivan , matthew and gordon came :DD . but chris cant sleepover =/ . awwww . it's ok . moppie's your substitute .
p.s . yuki keeps molesting it . . hide yourself when you see him . ^_^ .
matt n i kept on playing de tickling and disturbing-each-other game :DDDD . even tho i tink it was short, it was fun . YAY .
the 2nd oneeeeee ....
only yuki gordon and ivan . =/ . and SOMEONE said dey had 2 study for tests . T-T'' . bt went out playing instead LOL .
ANYWAYS .
ivan n i were left at my home alone tgt when my parents went 2 pick yuki n gordon up .
WE WERE PSP CHIONGING . WOOOTTTTTT . THE MADDNESS .
I WANA DO IT AGAIN !! ;D
and the most important thing ............
I WON IVAN IN BATHNG . HAH . I DIDN'T CHEAT .girls can bathe faster den guys after all ;x .
MUAHA .
ok i wun tease no more . ;x . lol .
hmmm . oh yea . another thing i wana note .
hu wana sleepover ? :DDDDDD . IM STILL ANTICIPATING FUN IN MY HOUSE XD .
it's been a looong time since ive had a sleepover. and im addicted to it .
SO GIMME A COMMENT ;D .
loveyou all ~ .
Monday, January 14, 2008 at Monday, January 14, 2008
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campp . random . ;D
LOL . it's been ages since i've updatedd xDD . still don't have the blogging spirit in me ;3 .
ANYWAYSSSSS . lemme note something fun dat i did during de hols .
CHURCH CAMP .
ITS THE BEST .
MY GROUP IS ADAM .
AND IT ROCKED .
WE MADE A SONG ABT ME .
MUAHAHA .
IVAN MY TEACHER OF BLASPHAMY .
ILOVEYOUJESUS .
<3
;D . and im bored ~_~ .
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ah tai ..:D
I think...I'm getting emo ...and slow again . It's really hard to explain this though . Even after my great grandmother's death, even after those short times of crying over her, my heart still can't get over it .
I just drew a random picture of a little girl looking as if she's crying tears of joy and it just struck me . The dream that i had just yesterday . The only thing I remembered was that ... I went to the past, and tried to nurse my great grandmother to good health so that she wouldn't leave us . My last glimpse of the dream was only her smile .
Why would I get this kind of dream right now , and not that few months ago ? . I'm just stating the obvious though . I know I'm acting really weak right now but I just can't seem to get over it .
Maybe this is a gift ... A gift in return . Just last Friday, I've got my ever first pay of my very first job in my entire life . Even if it was only $100, that was the first time I've spent on my great grandmother - even if it was only just $20 .
My first $20 went to the her . That just snapped me out of it . My first gift to her and she's not even there to say a word of 'thank you'. Just a smile from my dream .
...that was just enough to make me cry .
Wednesday, December 12, 2007 at Wednesday, December 12, 2007
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a VERY tiring day .
weeeess . muahaha . i tink i've gone mad . shud i talk in proper english ? i tink i shud .
...AHEM .
Ok . What happened 2 days ago (13 Nov, tuesday for people who doesn't know how to count :D) was something that I wanted to go through again and...not to go through again .
I sat at my school foyer on a rolly-chair ( thank goodness ) with a table, from
8am to 5pm ( 9 hours for people who doesn't know how to count; again ! :D see how kind I am- ok, back to topic . )
I applied myself to elective art; it's a the same thing as Art, the subject but I have to do it after my co-curriculum . The (oh-so-terrifying-ex-commando-in-the-army-who-recently-joined-my-school-but-was-later-exposed-that-he-was-just-an-engineer-working-for-the-army) art teacher gave me this exam. To sit in the foyer. For 9 hours. To do this art project that was supposed to be done in 3 weeks . But I have to do it in that
pathetic 9 hours .
Oh well, I can't really complain though . To say the truth, I really enjoyed those hours . Except in the morning when a bunch of prefects sat infront of me and chatted real loudly and talked across the foyer to another friend of theirs . Some beautiful prefects the teachers chose . I can
never understand them . They and their early morning
cheenaa drama serials . Urgh .
I prayed the day before the exam though . ^_^ God gave me the chance that I really wanted . To pursue the path of the ART . weeee . Ok, not so very english . ...
AHEM .
But anyways , it was hard work x.x'' I had to do like 20+ sketches of the stimuli that I chose; psychedelic . After that, I did 4 thumbnails of different paintings . And I did my final piece . All in 9 hours . My heart was very relieved when I finally finished it . But the day isnt over YET ! .
I was invited to join the choir by my
dear friend Matthew ^_~ . <<<-- note: it's a two face face . not a smile and a wink . :D . But don't think of this as a negative comment . Read on ^-^ .
I've always thought the choir members to be scarier o.O . In a way that they sound so 'pro' until I feel very inferior . xD .
When I first entered the church, I heard Norman singing the song 'Once Again'. It gives me the goosebumps . I'm serious . And it had a nice feeling to it too . Surprisingly, I went to the sopranos . Applause please ! xD . Muahaha . God gave me
another chance that I always wanted . :)
Now I'm just asking God to create a miracle in my mum =/ . She joined me in the audition for the choir . She's in the alto . But the thing is, she told me that she couldn't catch up and that she wanted to quit . Please pray for this :D . She was a choir member when she was young too ! . And she won the 2st prize in a contest ~-~ woot . power .
In the end , I find the church choir very relaxing and friendly xD . So don't angry Matthew :D . I'm grateful to you that you invited me to the choir ^-^. Actually another person invited me to the chorale but he didn't show up . So much for inviting me T 3T . LOL . Hope his life goes well o.O''
RAWR . This the last update . Until I have something to talk about :D . NIGHT . Piles of homework await me just behind me . My bed . Stacked with them . =/ .
Thursday, November 15, 2007 at Thursday, November 15, 2007
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pulau ubin biking WOOT .
this ... was what i was looking forward to for de past
TWO weeks !! . WOOT . PULAU UBINNN YAYYY . it was
uber fun . seriously . the 1st thing dat i saw when i went out of the house . a black sky . ~woahh . =-='' and my dad says that it'll
probably rain . o.O . good observing skills .
anyway, it
did rain . heavily . because of my current cough and sore throat, the cold wind isnt really good 4 me T-T. strange thing is, by instinct, i closed my eyes and prayed that the rain would stop xP . i just felt the need to =/ .
my mum stayed at home , and my dad was bringing me to church :DD yay . lucky xD . we stopped at the carpark just beside the church and went 2 de market 2 eat :DD . that's right ... THE FAMOUS CHICKEN WING STALL . ~raise your hands to your cheeks everyone ! . O-o
prawn noodles . oooo . hw long have i nt eaten dat xD . who noes .
the church . filled with people with 3/4 pants n
shorts . gladys n i were de only ones wearing track pants . YAY . im nt alone . GLADYS IS BY MY SIDE . ok ... nt by my side bt , she's on my side :DD . mmm . we went up the bus dats gona take us 2 ubin .the 1st step i took on the bus = shiver n have goosebumps . i sat with this girl hu took photography as a poly sub . i tink x.x'' . im still dying 2 noe her name tho xD . she's zhen wei's sis :D . we talked last time after the amazing race . she was really sweet ^-^ . i was grouped wif my twin sister's grp :DD . CARINE . and stacy and stacia and trina and tracy and felicia and..... some people dat i 4gt >_< '' short term memory ~-~ cant blame me TT-TT . ppl say dat de sea is smelly . i dun smell anything .____. mayb im having a flu nw =-= .we reached de island , we got our bikes . AND WE'RE OFF . to three different directions . =-=ok, the whole thing's a boring thing 2 tell unless u go and experience it wif urself . my lunch was only a coconut :DD .at the end of the day, all of us were tired and had a big smile on our faces . OBVIOUSLY its fun rite xD MUAHAHAA . i tink dere's a lot of injuries =-= MATTHEW . the record breaker of having his neck, hands and knee scrapped by the rocky sharp rocks on the steep slopes :D .
in my case, when i tell u , u tink i am a stupid person ~_~ . well , i was having fun cycling thru de long long steep slope . and i was going VERY VERY fast . n at de end, dere's a slightly sharp turn 2 de right . and i didnt make it .
i ended up wif 16 cuts on my knee (i counted . ) and 6 blue blacks . and my track pants tore . aww .
RAWR . dats all i gota say . xD ive gt alot of things 2 do dis holiday . too much dat i cant even relax now x.x''
oh well . CYAA ;D . i'm end dis . dis post . nt ending my life . ~-~''
Saturday, October 20, 2007 at Saturday, October 20, 2007
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